On a rather boring day of a boring week in the
middle of his boring life he decided he needed to do something different and so
he additionally decided he needed to look for a porpoise because he heard they
were plentiful in the seas but in all actuality he had never seen one in the
wild. He considered his options for porpoise searching and wondered if he would
need apparatuses such as rafts or row boats or motor boats. He had none of
those things and began to feel his hopes of finding a porpoise drift away much
like a school of porpoises swimming off in the sunset at hypersonic speeds,
because he knew porpoises were fast. He resolved not to lose all hope and ran to
the beach and striped off his shirt and pants and shoes and socks and ran and
dove into the waves and swam out towards the horizon in search of a porpoise. In
his excitement and enthusiasm he didn’t anticipate his body’s need to recover
from the exertion he compelled himself towards so he stopped for what he
thought would be a brief moment to catch his breath, but his mind took a brief assessment
determining that his body was fatigued and relayed a message to his
consciousness to take the appropriate measures. Upon the appearance of thoughts
to find a place to rest he looked around himself for the shore because he knew
he would need to swim back but was disheartened when he realized it was beyond
sight. His mind began sending rapid fire messages to his consciousness to do
something to give himself some rest, which caused a slight panic within him but
he willed himself to slow down his thoughts and floated on his back while he
tried to put himself in a state of mind where he could find a solution to his predicament.
The shifts of waves and currents caused him to struggle and exert further
energy and effort continuing to tire him when what he wanted was rest, but
still he tried until he realized that in that moment what he wanted more than
anything was to live. He realized he had forgotten all about finding a porpoise
but he began to remember his quest to find one and thought about how his search
brought him into his current circumstances. As his focus began to shift from holding
onto life to finding a porpoise, his body slowed down and relaxed and sank down
to the point that his face was all that remained above water, just barely able
to breath, tasting drops of salty water and licking his lips. He didn’t realize
it but he was compelled to only one or the other. As he thought about his
desire to find a porpoise, he forgot about holding on to his life and he
stopped trying. Without trying, he soon slipped under and succumbed to the
weight of his exhausted body. Instinctively he held his breath and a panic began
to build for search of a way to breath but then the thought of porpoises again filled
his mind and he smiled underwater and it was the last thing he ever thought.
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